~What do you do?~

What do you do when nobody understands you?
What do you do when you feel completely alone in a sea of immaturity?
What do you do when you're the only one growing, and everyone else is stuck in middle school?
What do you do when that one person is always there to mess everything up?
Seriously... What do you do??????

From the 1st day of Sophmore year till now, I've felt all these feelings and more. And, the same question always seems to flow back into my head. I'm sure you can guess what that question is... "What do you do?" I feel completely trapped in the "Cage of the Unsocial." I have the potential to be social, hang out with people all the time, and make good friends. But, because of where I am, a little, private, Christian school, I've been shoved into a catagory that does anything but reflect my personality. I'm not like most people. I have a wide range of interests. Music is my passion as well as anything artistic, such as well.. art, photography, and modeling, one of my main goals is to make people feel like they're appreciated and loved, even if I don't know them well, and I love God! I have a funny way of showing my emotions as far as relationships go, and with guys... have had no success with them. Not that I concider myself old or mature enough to be involved in a serious relationship. That would be stupid, (although it's something my "friends" always do). Notice I put quotations around the word friends? Why's that you ask? Well, that would be because, my friends are Nothing like me,  they have never understood me, and lately they haven't paid any attention to me whatsoever! Too preoccupied with, you'll never guess, BOYS! But not just any boys... boys that you just make you want to ship them off to Cambodia and never see again. Boys that make you want to rip your hair out! Boys you absolutely cannot stand! Ok I'm basically referring to one person. But this guy is responsible for changing my friend into a completely different person, hiding her away from basically the entire world (meaning nobody but him hangs out with her anymore), and basically ruining my sophmore year. Because this friend of mine was the only person who slightly understood me, but now she's so moody, grouchy, and snappy. He brings out the worst in her and i never get to talk to her. He's changed her into someone I do not like, to the point where i don't even care if I can't hang out with her anymore. He's ruined everything for me. And everyone else around me? Well, I'm just dome with them. They're immaturity gets worse everytime I see them. 
So... What's a girl to do in this situation?

Solution #1: Pray! Pray! Pray!
Solution #2 (that could tie in with solution 1): Switch schools.

I'm seriously considering leaving my school. I don't think that I can feel this way anymore. I need a blank slate that I can fill in with good experiences and great friends. Lately the only thing I feel is alone. It's not too fun if you ask me. But there may be more solutions that I never thought of! Any suggestion? Comment and let me know! :)

Until Next Time!

A little more fashion to make me smile :)

What I want to do for Halloween... But not as slutty... hehe


Be creative when you accessorize


:)


Go Boho!


Never a limit on necklaces...


Or bracelets!

<3

~A New Chapter To "My Life Story"~

I love the idea of a blog... It's not like English class where you have to write and construct a peice of writing the way your teacher tells you to. It's all about me and my creative expression! I love the sound of that! 

Creativity is one of the most beautiful gifts we've been given from God in my opinion. It stretches out your thought process completely, and really brings out a whole new side of you if you work at it.

What's up with my title you may be wondering?
Well, hopefully, I can blog often, which will help me explore new things in my life, show my creative side in art, fashion, music, and of course writing, let some feelings out that I tend to hold in, and find a passion and love for God and others.

What could be better than that? :)

                                                    Signing out!,
                                                                       ~Do more than exist...~